TINY SHOULDER
By Alex Froom

They called him ‘Tiny Shoulder’…

His Grandfather was a man thick of arm,
And bold to temper.
Striding forth green counties,
Pulling and swagger.
He cleaned his pipe every third day
And held a gun close in a closet.
Violence so rare and true
And none so true as the silence
Of his first born boy.

Tiny Shoulder belted in the dark,
Tiny shoulder while the hoover is being murdered,
Tiny Shoulder silenced by the casual jeer of young men.

His Mother cut like glass,
Black as night walking the lane,
Singular and potent.
She is alone, sun aspiring -
A cloudless anomaly,
Broken from the broad men,
The whisky beards, the hellish hand
And the silent loving mother
Compliant in the pantry.

Tiny hands, tiny feet,
Star drenched eyes
Lies in the booming sun, while she devours his love -
Wholesome, true, without limit, confined and splayed.

A bountiful love once bestowed
defies now an earth bending sadness.

Tiny Shoulder
Tiny Shoulder
Sees sees sees
With tender alarm and
Finds not the heavy hammer,
The broken door, the shivered glass
but
Skin so young and broad,
White teeth, bliss,

time slow, music…

Outside.

He suffers.
Head bowed.
Hands clasped,
Fevered and reverent.

Tiny Shoulder
Tiny Shoulder

You must not feel so alone.
The Gods play dominoes on the soles of your feet.
Your Grandfather mourns with a cackle,
Your Mother bellows God with a simper.
You are spread across a colossal earth,
Unbending, unwavering, strident
And the gods are steadfastly congruent.

There is a pipe wailing mourn for you.
There is a cherry blossom dream waiting.

There is a weight that cannot be carried

awaiting your shoulders.